got this from friendster

[ ]my fave color is black or red
[ ]i own chain pants
[x]i wear black
[ ]i wear black eyeliner
[x]i have pictures of me where i look emo

Total= 2

[ ]i cut/used to cut
[ ]i have thought about suicide
[x]i cry ALOT
[x]i am very emotional
[ ]if i dont get my way i throw a fit

Total=2

[x]i like rock music
[ ]i own at least 5 band t-shirts
[x]i wear black braclets
[ ]i like HIM, Korn, Slipknot or Metallica
[ ]GoodCharlotte is gay

Total=2

[ ]i shop in HotTopic
[ ]i own at least 2 wrist cufs
[x]i own converse all stars
[x]i own converse all stars that are black
[ ]i think preps suck

Total=2

[ ]i am depressed/been depressed
[ ]i have tried suicide
[ ]i have tried suicide more than 3 times
[ ]i cut/used to cut myself at least 3 times a week
[ ]emos rock!

Total=0
Add up you total's and multiply by 4. repost this
saying
"i am ___% emo"
well...i am 16% emo...ya...

eish going off tomorrow. having a bad sore throata, cough and stomachache. how the heck am i suppose to swim?
tml class outing oso...so saad...can go for 1 hour max onlly...YOU ALL BETTER COME EARLY! I WANT TO TAKE PICS!!!haha.

end of school term = end of our friendship for the term?
actually, i fell like our friendship is not going well from few weeks to a month ago. you just suddenly stopped talking to me and did not really talked much to each other. life sucks.

eish. having a headache now. and crashing into the wall in school dint help it either. went back early from training. haha. but im not feeling guilty at all, not like SOME people, miss one morning session then in school keep complaining how guilty she feel. right? jeez, how do people stand training so many times? i cant train too much for all i know, cos then i wont perform well during competition.

searching for nice skins now. byezz!!!!

two days, one pt and 5 reflections more to the holidays. then its two competitions, two weeks of physio therapy and many trainings to school. haiz. holidays also cannot relax. cant type anymore, have to chiong geog. haiz

this is one of the most piss-ifying day ever. my geog group pt sucks(no offence people), my maths just passed, geog also, ruici broke down first in geog, then me. geog was the worst subject of the day. then before that, we had pe and no one wanted to play, and ended up with me jass and sophia playing, and sixuan and cheryl sitting in the middle of the court. then i was getting hard for me too breathe so i stopped the game. and i ried to get the others to sub but they just sit there. and i ended up sitting on the floor sweating my head off. then our court stopped playing and some people joined the other court cos some of their players also dont want to play.

people keep saying that they want the class to bond, and the teachers ask us to bond during class curicumlum. how are we suppose to do that? when the class isn't organised(not your fault sixuan), not participating, not resonding to anything?!?!?! sometimes i just want to give up on the class. i miss 108'05. although i have some good friends in 208. but the class is driving me nuts.

f*** this

Title:

Girl Next Door

Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovley
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding

Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh an I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feelin sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishin that I was someone else

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
I get A little bit she gets a little more
Shes Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...

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have no idea who sang it. love this song man!

got back maths today...shit man many people cried. hate graphs. its totally pointless. we waste paper and time, and we're told at the end that we can actually just use one dumb downloadable thing from the net to draw our graphs. plain dumb. to all those who did not do too well for the test...CHEER UP!!! dont let what she said to you get to your head. she's an a**.

i thiink some people must understand this particular thing about me. dont think that because im not looking or im doing something else im not listening to you. i am. i just dont like to look and listen most of the time. yes. thats why i dont take notes...

got this quiz from an email

Have you ever:

1. Slept Naked?gross! NO!
2. Taken a shower with someone? ...no
3. Kissed a member of the same sex?my mum? on the cheeck
4. Drove a car? arcade cars...
5. Stole anything? no
6. Been in love? half yes, half no
7. Been dumped? no
8. Stole money from a friend/family member? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? nope
10. Been in a fist fight? yep
11. Snuck out of your/someone house? yep
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? nope
13. Been arrested? no
14. Hugged a stranger? dun remember...
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes (in groups)
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yep
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? no, they're either old people or small kids
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? no. i wish
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? no
20. Lost a friend? yes
21. Been on a plane? yep
22. Been to an island? yes, maldives, and it was really really nice :)
23. Slept in until 3?no. i wish. but i stayed up till 3am before...loads
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?erm.. yep...my classmates :)
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yep, while swimming. haha
26. Made a snow angel? no.never seen snow...sad :(
27. Played dress up? before i went to nursery
28. Cheated while playing a game? yep
29. Been lonely? yep
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? no
32. Felt an earthquake? nope. was fast asleep when there was a slight quake
33. Touched a snake? yep. my sis screamed when i was carrying it around :D
34. Ran a red light? yep.. the red man thinguum
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? almost
37. Been in a car accident? no
38.Had a party in your house while ur parents were away? no
39.Used a fake id? no
40. Crawled through a window? yess.. was locked out of my aunts house and no one had the keys. had to crawl in
41. Been lost? yep
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yep. S'pore is so small you can get to the opposite side in half an hour.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yep. long story
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? no but almost
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no.never seen snow
50. Kissed in the rain? no
51. Sang in the shower? yes
52. Made love in a park? gross no
53. Had a dream that you married someone? no
54. Glued your hand to something? my hand to...my hand?
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no, not so dumb
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
57. Been a cheerleader? not flexible enough
58. Had more than ten boy/girl friends? normal friends: yep
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yep. dun watch them in the first place
61. Played chicken? huh?
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? not really...i was dragged into the sea in sentosa...but i've pushed ALOT of people...
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? believe it or not...yep
64. Broken a bone? no. i wish
65. Been easily amused? ye
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yep
67. Mooned/flashed someone? no
68. Cheated on a test? no
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes.. im a blurdo
71. Done something dumb while drunk? erm..if i was drunk i wont remember..i dont drink anyways
73. Blacked out from drinking? no. from other stuff:yes
74. Played a prank on someone? yep
75. Gone to a late night movie? 12am?
76. Made love to anything not human? only despos do that
77. Failed a class? yep...like duhh
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? no. ieat everything...except spicy stuff..
79. Smoked pot? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no
81. Celebrate the 4th of July? wads up on that day?
82. Thrown strange objects? no..
83. Felt like killing someone? oh yea
84. Thought about running away? yep
86. Got a piercing? yes. when i was a baby. haha kidding
87. Cut your own hair? no.im not dumb
89. Made a parent cry? no
90. Cried over someone? yes..
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? eh?
92. Dated someone more than once? no
93. Had/Have a dog? yes. and his name is toby!
94. Have an iPod? yep. just got one. XD
95. Smoked a cigarette? no. dun like the smell
96. Been in a band? no
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? yep!
98. Broken a CD? yep
99. Shot a gun? no. i hope i will...unless those arcade ones...then yes
100. Have a secret u've never told anyone? er...cant tell

did a few quizzes. so bored now. haha

Your Extroversion Profile:

Cheerfulness: High

Friendliness: High

Sociability: High

Activity Level: Medium

Excitement Seeking: Medium

Assertiveness: Low

oh man...this is the worst day of my life...nah...not really...but mym NAPFA 5 items sucked man...first shuttle run miss___made me run first. and i was't ready for goodness sake! like...i was going to stretch and no one wanted to go and she suddenly said 'kalya you go first' or smthn like that. wah lau. and my timing ended up like shit.12.1s, can you believe that?! so slow la!!!then after that we waited sooo long for the teacher for sit ups, and then i did 41. :P that was ok lah... then the thing that pisses me off the most is that during standing board jump right...WAH LAU EH! THE TEACHER KEEP REDUCING THE DISTANCE LAH! LIKE HE DID THAT TO PRACTICALLY EVERYONE KENA LA! and he kept usin the same lame excuse: "your foot slipped forward, so sorry but you did 167' like helloo the person did 180++ lah! where got ppl can slide front so much?!?!?! and he came up with a million other stupid no brainer excuse. stupid la. just broke my 2m barrier and he said i did 198. dumbass. and i was pissed with myself for incline pull up la! only do 17. shits. need to start doing push ups every night from today man...although i hardly think i would actually do. but i'll try..haha.

everytime i look up, you're always turning away half a second later...i don't know if you are lookin this way or its just a coincidence. heck. my life sucks. everything is not what i want. even my friends.some are good others are just plain irritating

my holiday,exams,projects,stress survival kit. haha. the pics abit distorted...

If my mood has a stomach, it'll be puking really really soon. or right now
yep. my mood's going up and down, worst than a roller-coaster ride.

oh man. the class is really breaking apart man...even the usual peeps aren't really talking much to each other.

wanna get a horse fast a ride into the sunset.

STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!STOP ASKING ME!GET IT?!

whew...this is one hell of a week! so many eois and pts...IM JUST GONNA DROP DOWN DEAD!!!! wanna get a horse and ride off.

jeez...oh ya..went to indonesia from the 3-6,had a competiton there. haha like...I GOT AN IPOD BECAUSE OF THAT! how cool! haha
1st day:went there, and i was watchin the news at the airport there...and guess wad?! there was a demonstration or wadever u call it, like alot of workers came and were like sort of tryin to demonstrate their power or strength or smthn.. duno la..tts wad i think my dad said.

2nd day: had the competition and my 200m IM SUCKED! like TOTAL SCREWED! luckily my 50m free qualified for SEA AGE! YAY! and i improved! by 0.?sec. haha...just had to get 2nd. but it was a super close race, like super super close. i reached 0.4+ seconds after the 1st person and i beat the third and fourth by 0.11 seconds...how close is that?! yea..luckily the competiton is in e morn to early afternoon oni, had time to go out. haha. went to my...um...cousin's wife's sister's clinic or wadever to have measurements or wadever for a personalize sole or something. haha im so blur. yea and it had to be sent of to my cousin's wife's sister's husband's shop or whatever...i really dont know.

3rd day: competiton again, had 100m free,the freaking event was pushed back to the afternoon cos they had prayer. shit la then i couldnt go to my cousin's house and play with his kids, who are sort of my niece and nephews i guess. missed 3rd by 0.smthn seconds, argh!!!but i improved by 0.???sec. haha. again. then went out with tante ratna,my dad's last time school mate, her husband and her son. haha his name is Ivan. yea. and we went to sushi tei. WAITED DAMN LONG LAH! but the place super super nice! so cool inside. haha. and we shared some jumboo dragon thigum. i think that was its name, the head was sushi and carrot for its feelers or wadever, and prawn for its nose(?). and its tail is made of the prawn with the tail stickin out, haha. so cute. and the body was just sushi, quite a few of sushi. and we shared some other sushi. then the adults so mean, made me and ivan finish the sushis...there was so much lah! haha but we finished them all. haha like my dad says"kalya and her brother(he wasnt there) eats anythin, they are like walkin dustbins"...tea, but i added that my dustbin would reject spicy stuff. haha.

4th day: had 100m back, went late but still had to wait very long, super sucky. haha then went to eat lunch with my dad's friend at 3+. went to collect the soles also. haha. basically the day gets more and more boring.

5th day: had competition again and got nthn. was 200m free.haha but still i improved! haha yay! then we went back to e hotel and went to the airport. then my dad tried to change to an earlier flight but couldnt. for dunno wad reason. and so we were stuck at e airport for 4++ hours. luckily my dad has a pass to the lounge. i practically hogged one of the computer there. haha. then we reached s'pore at 7+ and then we came out of the plane and then we walk and walk. then i almost went to the arrival which was on the left but my dad kept walkin straight and i thought he was meetin someone. but who knew, he went to the electronics shop and BOUGHT ME AND IPOD NANO! haha. THANKS DADDY! wheee. so now i hav a ipod nano! haha

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ok so that was the trip. 2.4 was fun. haha we had the 2nd batc runnin and when they almost endin it started rainin, got heavier and heavier. but will blog another day. my mum's comin.
byee!

 

haha...this was done in 5 mins.