hm...not much happening this holiday. i am so bored at home. only get to have fun on wednesdays. haha.

went church as usual on sunday, but i think i saw a senior. haha. i guess she saw me much earlier than i did cos i saw her only hlfway up the steps and she was already staring at me(she was going down). hm...interesting. haha.shall attepmt to look out for her. only thing i remember was that she was wearing a white collared shirt. yes. i was that bored to notice this things. ain't my fault. either try to remember who i saw or fall asleep during mass. haha.

monday and tuesday went by just like that. not much happening. except when i went to make my specs only to realise that my left eye's degree went up by 75. wwhat a shocker. but my right eye was the same as last time. hm...think i rub my eye too much...oh ya then went to sports school. had to lead the small kids to do excercise. what a fun time. NOT. except when me and audrey found out that adriel actually have muscles. haha.thought he dint have. haha. dont worry _____, wont steal him from you. haha. he's a little..er..weird. haha.

went out with val again yesterday. this time nic's mum brought us out. haha. thank you aunty karen! haha. abit the pai-seh. cos i dont really know nic's mum. heck, i dont even know nic well. haha. just met her at the barbecue. went bowling. my first game was a total DISASTER! haha. but improved on the second game. by which me and val were dying to go to the arcade right behind us. haha.
ok so we went to the arcade. and val wanted to play the drums thingy. haha. dint want to at first. but she went ahead to play. now i'm totally addicted to it. and the dj game too. think it started of with the movie Honey, then i began to like dancing movies. then got hooked onto audition and O2jam, courtesy of Huiling. then watched step up, then now i'm stuck to any game that sorta require rythm. haha. DDR is still out of the question though...cos i still refuse to jump around like a total idiot. shall practie at home first...except i always end up using the controller. haha.

whee. went out with Valerie and Nicole and Valencia today. haha. went to vivo! we basically slacked there the whole day la! haha. went to search for presents. then we were wandering aimlessly around the whole place. haha. we went to eat first, then we went to Candy Empire! haha. we stocked up some food for movie there. we had a KNV2 fund! haha. each of us contributed 5 bucks to the fund which we used to buy food! haha. so lame eh? nah...haha. then we went round and round and round and we ended up taking photos at the...er...outside balcony thingy...haha. don't know what it's called. yea. then we took photos! mhm. stacked the cam on a box on top of my bag. haha. then we went to Starbucks to slack even more and called Nicole, and asked her to go to Vivo instead of Cathay, where we planned to go. haha. then we walked round even more and went to the rooftop to take pics...again! haha. nic cam in time, then we took turns to take the photos. hahaha. so fun eh? then it started drizzling so we went into the arcade...the place which we actually did not plan to go as we did not want to waste our money.haha. but in the end we still went in. hahaha. then we went to the cinema and watched. we were like the loudest there la! haha. the noisiest group. lol. hm... shall sleep now...have training tomorrow morning. haiz...

VAL! CAN CHANGE OUR SENTOSA DATE TO NEXT NEXT NEXT WEEK INSTEAD OF NEXT NEXT WEEK? HAHA. OR WE JUST SORT OUT THE DATE ANOTHER DAY! HAHA. omg..i just realised how dumb i am...i held the dumb Shift key the whole para instead of hitting the Caps key! argh...how dumb... k good night! here's link for the photo album.haha:

KNV(SQUARE)!

i have no idea what i'm doing and what i have done this whole year. think i wasted my tiime la. don't think i achieved anything. oh well...what's passed has passed. i have no idea what i am doing at training...cos my stamina ain't improving no matter how hard i train...and my left hand is begining to rotate slower than my right hannd...again. oh wells, at least i can say i'm training for the competition at the end of the year. cos even if i don't have competition at the end of the year...i think i still have to go training twice a day. and i would feel that i'm not doing anything even more. uh-hum...

ack...my mum's friend is coming over...and she's bringing her baby son, and i'm not gonna meet her. hmph. not fair. the baby so poor thing...bron deaf and he might be mute and not growing much. poor baby. poor mum's friend. poor mum's friend's husband. i don't like him. he is such a stupid guy. an ugly. and short. urgh

oh man...dint take a nap before training...now tired like hell... went to my mum's friend's house, then her daughter kept asking me to play with her...i guess that was kind of excpected...being the only child. but she's cute anyways.
haha. then i had to carry her AND a stool. luckily the stool was damn light...my joints are hurting man...

got this from friendster:

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I can do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I do my chores after being told
once
[x] I sometimes do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual
conversations
[ ] I think politics are exciting
[x] My parents and grand-parents have
better things to say than my peers

total: 5
_______________________________________
_

[ ] I show up for school/work every
day unless I'm sick(i dont show up if i competitions. XD)
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse(not purse of pocket)
[x] I watch talk shows(is Oprah counted?)
[x] I know what incredibility means
without
looking it up
[ ] I drink black coffee

total: 2
_______________________________________
__

[x] I know how to run the dish washer ..and/or do the dishes(surprisingly...there are actually brats who dont even know where their sinks are...)
[x] I can count in more than one
language
[ ] I can mow the lawn(dont have a lawn...)
[x] I can wash the car (been washing the car when i was p4)
[ ] I can make adults laugh... without
being stupid
[ ] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
[ ] I'm generally organized(nope. not at all)

total: 6
_______________________________________
__

[x] I can spell experience without
looking it up (uh...yea. and its kinda given already right?!?!)
[x] I clean up my own messes
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake
up is get coffee(overseas only)
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I
don't need (cos i always dont have enough money)
[x] I understand jokes the first time
they are said
[x] I can type quickly, because I type
every day

total: 5
_______________________________________
__

[ ] My choice in clothing is
acceptable in an
office or something like that
[x] I can watch politics and laugh(cos i laugh at their expressions)
[ ] I have realized that the weather
forecast
changes every hour (uh...i dont see/hear weather forecasts)
[x] I have realized that no one will
take you
seriously unless you are over the age
of 25 and
have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it
[x] People have said that I look older
than I am (yea...like 3 or 4 years older than i really am...)

total: 4
_______________________________________
__

Now add up how many x's you have and
put "i act
like i'm _ years old



wad the ****(insert own choice of word. >.<) i act like i'm 22 years old! haha. so old...

ahh yesss...AND the lead camp photos(some)

Qian Ling and me:













Melanie and me:













Brenda and me:














more later on...hafta sleep...zzz

ah yes... the pics taken just now.

Heerens:

















Cine:

















i like the one we took at heerens better...alot better

whoo...went out today...with kimberley steph yvonne and audrey( all from club). went to watch step up. step up is nice! must go watch! i like to watch those dancing movies...cos the steps are freaking nice and i can never do that...i cant even stand standing on stages for goodness sake... ah..'nyways... my mum fetched me to bukit batok where i was suppose to meet audrey then we ended up taking her car to cathay...haha. then we went into starbucks and we met other swimmers there.haha. i was like super shocked we someone called our names. lol. then we went in and the cinema is so nice la! but the curtaiins were sorta extra...haha. then after the movie we had no idea where to go...so we walked to PS and wandered around aimlessly while kim was on the phone...haha. then we realised that we had no idea where we wanted to go(excpet for von...who kept going: "can we go to arcade now? can we goo to the arcade now?") so we decided to goo....no not the arcade...we went to heerens! haha. took train there...then we were trying to smell whether it was raining while inside the station. but obviously we cant smell anything except for the "mrt smell"(so says kim.) then when we passed by the escalator going up from somerset someone said it smelled like it was raining. so everyone started sniffing. haha. ok i dont really know bout the others...but i WAS sniffing. haha. like a little doggie. haha. then we went to take neos and walked around. then went to cine to play arcade. then steph had to go. then we went to e2max and we took neos again! haha.

ok..im rushing cos i want to watch tv. shall talk more. if possible. haha. buh byes!

you can see i'm very bored...:

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

You Are an Indie Rocker!

You are in it for the love of the music... And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label. You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success. You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

a...what???

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

how true...at least about the slacker part...XD

Your Extroversion Profile:

Assertiveness: High

Cheerfulness: High

Friendliness: High

Activity Level: Medium

Excitement Seeking: Medium

Sociability: Medium

You Are a Drama Queen (or King)

And the oscar goes to... you! You're all about overreacting and just plain acting. You see the world as your stage, and give a great performance. And while you're friends may find you entertaining at times... Everyone's secretly hoping that you'll just chill a little. (But they'd never tell you - they fear your wrath!)

eh?

You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

You Should Drive a Ferrari

Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good!

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy

Small, high strung, and loyal. You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!

ah...thats what im afraid of...kids crushing me...

You Are Incredibly Logical

Move over Spock - you're the new master of logic You think rationally, clearly, and quickly. A seasoned problem solver, your mind is like a computer!

har har har.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

so not my type. shall try again

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept. You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciences Computer science Creative writing Math Architecture Journalism

more like it...but not my type...some...

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

You Have A Type B Personality

You're as laid back as they come... Your baseline mood is calm and level headed Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

ok...i always somehow get those spiritual/psychological stuff...wonder why...like my disc profile...i got an advisor...erm...yea...

i swear blogspot is sometimes screwed up. it took me half an hour just to get in here... grrr... anyways... shall talk more about my lead camp group! yay! haha. wadever.

*ahem* ok...our group was IS *drumrolls* TEN-TICKLES! haha. yea! cos we are group ten! haha. uh-hum. I LOVE MY GROUP! wheeee. and we had a routine each time before we ate. we had to wait for everyone to take their food and sit at the table, then we do some clapping thingy. haha. then we start eating! haha. so exciting right?!?!?! hahaha. we had quite alot of free time that we ended up learning lame stuff. like the bottle game and some 'base, snap, clap' thingy. hahaha. it was so fun! ah dear...miss my group already...

came back from collecting results. as expected, i failed philo...again. whats up with philo? grrr.

anyways, came back from lead camp yesterday. it was so much fun! haha. my group had the gymnastics people, tennis people, netball pepole, and swimming people. haha. Jessica, Melanie, Li Mei, Claire and Cheryl Tay from gym, Tessa and Marrisa from tennis, Brenda and Nikki from netball, and of course, me, Mel and Cheryl Ang from swimming. haha. AND WE HAD BERNICE AND QIAN LING AS OUR FACILITATORS! THEY ROCK! WHOOT! haha.

1st day had activites on land, and we ended up with only 1 high rope element...haha. i was damn scared la! breathed like...super crazily hard! haha. but we made it in the end..so...yay us! haha. the the 2nd...

the 2nd day was the best! we had rafting first. haha. we planned to make a raft which had the design like ..erm...1 pipe then two barrels then another pipe then one barrel then another pipe then two barrels again then another pipe...ok my description sucks. haha. but anyways, then we tried lifting up the raft and everything fell apart. haha. so we decided to try copying th eother group beside us, but then they went to lift the raft up, and the barrels sort of came out. haha. then we kept changing plans and ended up tying 4 barrels together and two floats at the side. haha. it was so slipshot. haha. anyhow tied the ropes here and there. but it managed to hold on together while we tried to climb on it,ended up with me and marrisa clinging on to the barrels at one end while they were trying to climb up. haha. the barrels slipped out at the end. but it was still damn fun la! haha then we kayaked,, i wanna kayak alone next time! haha. think the OBS instructors will let me next year? haha. anyways, bern was so daring to go alone. haha.

then on the 3rd day, we had to facilitate the UG groups sec 1 and 2s. haha so funny la, 12 of us to 3 of them. haha. anyways, then we had our closing ceremony. sort of. each group had to do a min presentation. we ended up doing songs. here's ours:

[sang to the tune of the 'Friends' show song]
I'll be there on time, to queue up in the line
I'll be there on time, so Mr Tan cannot whine
I'll be there on time, with the lessons learnt in mind

[sang to the tune of 'You raise me up' song]
You raise me up, so i can stand on kayaks
You raise me up, to walk on shaky ropes
i am strong, so i can lift up tyres
you raise me up, the leadership in me.

[sang to the tune of...i forgot the title..anyways...]
This camp has taken its toll on me
we say goodbye, we really want to cry.
our raft is breaking in front of me
but dont you worry
you can always hold on to me


yep yep. and the was dedicated to everyone, especially BERNICE AND QIAN LING! I LOVE YOU GUYS!


shall post more if i have time

well done 208. we entertained the whole hall and that's what mattered, the audience's enjoyment of our performance, not what the judges think. sorry guys if i scared you all with my crying. could not control. the judges are seriously biased la, there were other performances during the auditions that were much better and more importantly, MADE MORE SENSE! grah...

and then, the class which made no sense to the majority of the people in the hall, had to win.
i'm not saying that our performance is the best ever(even though i would like to), at least the other classes should have won! i think most of us were shocked when we got 5th and 203 got 4th and the class which did not make any connection to the theme, only caring bout talking bout themselves, won, everyone were like...staring with their jaws open, only their class were cheering. but by that time i din't care, cos the results did not make sense and thinking bout it just make me cry even more than i was. i'm ok now,cos only today did i realise, t_______ are never fair, and they are so obvious who they favour. at least be less obvious, like put one of the better performances first, instead of the worst.

ahhh...my head is going burst, have no idea what i'm saying. so i shall stop here.

thank you for those who supported us. and a big thank you to all those who tried to console me. thanks very much. panda! i still owe you a seedless grape! hahaha