i have no idea what i'm doing and what i have done this whole year. think i wasted my tiime la. don't think i achieved anything. oh well...what's passed has passed. i have no idea what i am doing at training...cos my stamina ain't improving no matter how hard i train...and my left hand is begining to rotate slower than my right hannd...again. oh wells, at least i can say i'm training for the competition at the end of the year. cos even if i don't have competition at the end of the year...i think i still have to go training twice a day. and i would feel that i'm not doing anything even more. uh-hum...

ack...my mum's friend is coming over...and she's bringing her baby son, and i'm not gonna meet her. hmph. not fair. the baby so poor thing...bron deaf and he might be mute and not growing much. poor baby. poor mum's friend. poor mum's friend's husband. i don't like him. he is such a stupid guy. an ugly. and short. urgh